2008.02.28
My Dark Side
Supposedly everybody will have their dark side that they wouldn't want other people to see, wouldn't want other people to know, and try our best to HIDE it.
You want to tell people you don't care about this and that, but deep down in your heart you do care about this and that. But it's true that you actually don't have to let other people knows. People do have emotions and feeling, but not that we have to reveal it to everybody. Sometimes there are thoughts that just appear in your brain for 1/1000 of a sec, sometimes thoughts could be devilish, sometimes thoughts can be silly. But they can just be in our mind, we can think whatever we like to think…
Suddenly wanted to point out a few Bak Chi thoughts of myself… you may say these are my dark side, or you may say 'gosh.. you are so low b'
here you go:-
1. I feel happy, extremely happy when people make a compliment on me. So happy that sometimes I would have a blush even though I know most of the time people are lying … -_-"
2. I feel happy at the first time I book the restaurant myself by Miss Leung and when I walked up to the lady, I said 'Miss Leung booked for X ppl' and the lady replied "O miss leung, this way pls'
3. I feel happy when I get started to sign approval forms and all sort of these forms submitted to me by my subordinates (so I have not improved after all these years)
4. I feel happy when the lady at the restaurant recognise me and can speak out my name
5. I feel happy when I get discount on diff shops
6. I feel angry and wanting to KILL when people next to me starts talking in the cinema
7. I look down on people when they speak with lazy tongue
8. I look down on people when they are very MK
9. I feel angry when someone I don’t like is receiving any compliments by the others … orzzz
10. Sometimes I'll feel 幸災樂禍 if people that I don't like are having problems
O… 原來我真的是個"心地唔好"的人… wuwuwuwuw
You want to tell people you don't care about this and that, but deep down in your heart you do care about this and that. But it's true that you actually don't have to let other people knows. People do have emotions and feeling, but not that we have to reveal it to everybody. Sometimes there are thoughts that just appear in your brain for 1/1000 of a sec, sometimes thoughts could be devilish, sometimes thoughts can be silly. But they can just be in our mind, we can think whatever we like to think…
Suddenly wanted to point out a few Bak Chi thoughts of myself… you may say these are my dark side, or you may say 'gosh.. you are so low b'
here you go:-
1. I feel happy, extremely happy when people make a compliment on me. So happy that sometimes I would have a blush even though I know most of the time people are lying … -_-"
2. I feel happy at the first time I book the restaurant myself by Miss Leung and when I walked up to the lady, I said 'Miss Leung booked for X ppl' and the lady replied "O miss leung, this way pls'
3. I feel happy when I get started to sign approval forms and all sort of these forms submitted to me by my subordinates (so I have not improved after all these years)
4. I feel happy when the lady at the restaurant recognise me and can speak out my name
5. I feel happy when I get discount on diff shops
6. I feel angry and wanting to KILL when people next to me starts talking in the cinema
7. I look down on people when they speak with lazy tongue
8. I look down on people when they are very MK
9. I feel angry when someone I don’t like is receiving any compliments by the others … orzzz
10. Sometimes I'll feel 幸災樂禍 if people that I don't like are having problems
O… 原來我真的是個"心地唔好"的人… wuwuwuwuw
2008.02.26
看完了Hiromi Concert學到的一課 :P
Went to Hiromi's concert of the HK Art Festival. The concert was on fusion jazz, this is actually my first time going to a fusion jazz concert. I had only been to jazz bars for standard jazz performance and of course those standard jazz are more easily digested, just like the ones that we always listened to in coffee shops.
As I'm so new to fusion electronic jazz, my comments are 'I did not feel boring' and 'it's very interesting' and 'I think I'll be interested to know more about these' and 'it's good to be so carefree and to express the emotions thoroughly like Hiromi on the stage'. I would say it's a pleasant concert, but I don't know anything 'technical' to talk about this concert!! But I do have a funny side story…..
In the middle of the show I felt busting, wanted to go to the loo, I told my friend, 'shxt, I think I gotta go to the loo', my friend went, 'it's the song that makes you wanna go to the loo or you just wanted to go?'
I was kinda paused for a sec, 'what ?! .. ' I was thinking why there would be such a question?!?
Then after the concert we had a after-performance talk at a bar and we had some discussion about what we think towards the show. And then I asked him why on earth he asked me such a weird question about 'wanting to go to the loo'. He told me for ppl who do really know jazz, and if they can't really digest the jazz, these song will easily made ppl wanting to go to toilet, because the song sometimes made you feel like it runs very fast and u dunno how fast it's going to be running, and when is it gonna end.
I was totally amazed about this 'theory', but he's really serious about that. Then I was thinking, yeah, maybe the song seems like going really fast (the beat, the drum, the piano) and in your psychological mind it made you want catch up, and excited and eventually made you want to pee. Similar to the case that many people feel like they wanted to go for a pee before exams or before performance, because they feel nervous or sometimes too excited. I suppose these behavour are having some common psychological theory behind. ^.^
Friend told me that if he listens to other harder-to-digest jazz , made him wanted to pee tooand he said last time he went together with 2 other friends, they are also new to jazz, and 1 of the guy told him he actually wanted to go for a POO.
I'm sorry it's not a review of the Hiromi concert, it's something pretty stupid that wanna share with others only haha!!! XDDDDD
As I'm so new to fusion electronic jazz, my comments are 'I did not feel boring' and 'it's very interesting' and 'I think I'll be interested to know more about these' and 'it's good to be so carefree and to express the emotions thoroughly like Hiromi on the stage'. I would say it's a pleasant concert, but I don't know anything 'technical' to talk about this concert!! But I do have a funny side story…..
In the middle of the show I felt busting, wanted to go to the loo, I told my friend, 'shxt, I think I gotta go to the loo', my friend went, 'it's the song that makes you wanna go to the loo or you just wanted to go?'
I was kinda paused for a sec, 'what ?! .. ' I was thinking why there would be such a question?!?
Then after the concert we had a after-performance talk at a bar and we had some discussion about what we think towards the show. And then I asked him why on earth he asked me such a weird question about 'wanting to go to the loo'. He told me for ppl who do really know jazz, and if they can't really digest the jazz, these song will easily made ppl wanting to go to toilet, because the song sometimes made you feel like it runs very fast and u dunno how fast it's going to be running, and when is it gonna end.
I was totally amazed about this 'theory', but he's really serious about that. Then I was thinking, yeah, maybe the song seems like going really fast (the beat, the drum, the piano) and in your psychological mind it made you want catch up, and excited and eventually made you want to pee. Similar to the case that many people feel like they wanted to go for a pee before exams or before performance, because they feel nervous or sometimes too excited. I suppose these behavour are having some common psychological theory behind. ^.^
Friend told me that if he listens to other harder-to-digest jazz , made him wanted to pee tooand he said last time he went together with 2 other friends, they are also new to jazz, and 1 of the guy told him he actually wanted to go for a POO.
I'm sorry it's not a review of the Hiromi concert, it's something pretty stupid that wanna share with others only haha!!! XDDDDD
2008.02.21
don't try to see doctor on Wednesday
感冒，本想去看一直看著的家庭醫生，怎知他星期三下午不應診...
如是者再找多3個醫生，怎知全都星期三下午不應診。
難度星期三沒有人生病的嗎??
搞了一個下午才最後找到一個再銅鑼灣的醫生... 激死 ....
如是者再找多3個醫生，怎知全都星期三下午不應診。
難度星期三沒有人生病的嗎??
搞了一個下午才最後找到一個再銅鑼灣的醫生... 激死 ....
2008.01.23
The Little Prince Musical
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Watched "The Little Prince" musical at the cultural centre last Friday. It was really good, the songs, the singing, the whole thing is very angelic.
2 of the songs that made me drop my tears are 'Beside Her' and 'Earth'. Little Prince sang it with the angelic voice, expressing his love towards the rose, very pure, very innocent. When the aviator sang the song 'Earth', I was moved by the atmosphere that he had created, can really feel that the universe, the earth, our human beings, are all such incredible creations and how amazing that God that created all these.
And of course, at the end when the Little Prince has flown away, my tears dropped again, though the song tells that we shall meet again, and we still have eternity afterwards.
I never thought that the Little Prince is a book for children, it's so inspiring and heartaching that I would think it's definitely for adults. It gives us the opportunity to rethink our lives, have we been missing out anything? have we been spending time and effort on things that are not suppose to be the core in our lives? what's the actual use of get 53min free by taking the stop thirsty drug? have we put our focus wrongly?
Shall we just live our lives like the little prince, to be pure & innocent, to be loyal to your heart, to love & to be loved? Blindly chasing for 'better' things will just lead us to a dead end, as there will always be 'better'.
It's the time that you had spend on your rose that makes your rose so important ….